Remembering my last trip...

Hello everybody!
Boring day, guys... I spent all my day filling questionaires and CV... pffff... questions and question and questions about me, my interests, my ambitions... But what the hell you want from meeeeee?!!!
Ehmmm...opsss...sorry.
I decided to take a short brake just adding some pics of my last trip in MADRID! I went there last week, after 3 day of my thesis discussion, with my friend Irene, to party for the ends of my studies!!! Yuhhhù!
Actually... I really over-valuated Spain...I wasn't expecting beeing such a developped and active country!
Fuck...we (we=Italy) are really the WORST WORST European Country!!! Nooooo...also our blod-twin spanish went over us!! Gosh...
Well...I alway tought the italian people are regressing always more... but not so quickly...! There's really no chance for a young person (e.g. ME!!!!) to have a future in Italy. Not at all... there's not a good policy for young people, not helps for students, any increase for the culture or the research...
So sad...

By the way... that's the way it is. For the moment I'll keep on moving all around the world untill when I'll find a good reason for stopping somewhere. Just to inform you: for the moment I haven't found one yet! So...I'm a kind of work in progress-girl! :) Sound nice, doesn't it?!!!

About my trip in Madrid...well...what can I say?! That it was really what I needed after such a big period of stress due to my thesis and my private stuff...
Me and my friend have been host by a very nice spanish guy through the website Hospitaliy Club Paco, who was living with a also very friendly danish guy and an indian-english girl. Ah...right...and a lovely cat: Walter!
We really enjoyed our time there (the spanish movida!!!), and... I really took the enrgy I needed! ;)
Hope all the best for everybody there!
Those are some pics of the party where we have been invited! THANX GUYS! Without knowing anybody we spoke with almost all the people who were there!

And...about the city...well, of course wonderfull! We were lucky we found a good weather. Well...quite cold, but sunny.
We missed the Prado museum!! :( God damn'... But it was out mistake in reading the opening time in the guide. But, to "redeem" our culture, we went to Reina Sofia to see the Guernica! Such a cool museum!

Walking and walking around the quartiers...we finally decided that the "Malasana" was the part we enjoyed the most! It's a kind of the "alternite part" I guess...but the old and narrow street are relly enjoyable to discover.

Right, guys... sorry, I've to keep in updating my CV...or I'll stay without a job forever and ever.

Hope in the future I'll have more time to write, 'coz since when I've been back home i really hadn't time to breath!

My plans...

Well, after a degree, evrybody will expect me to say what I planned to do after that... Well, the point is that at the moment I don't have a specific plan, or I should better say, I've to many plans, and I have to decide which one is better to follow...
Like usual, I feel like inside a vortex. I've this constant feeling of instability and restlessness which doesn't help me at all to find the right direction. I runned and runned for all my life, without never taking a break for myself, always running behind something but without understaing what it was; and, at the same time, feeling the time who was passing too fast, too fast for me.
I'm not normal, I know. But, actually, I've never told you I was. So, please, don't complain...
I chose to take a break for this year, trying to understan what I really want for my life. What I (as to say ME, MYSELF) want, not the others. Once in life I don't wanna give a shit of the others, or, at least, I wanna try, not to give a shit of the others, about my decisions. But it's not easy, according with my behave and my ethic. (Damn' me!!)
I've never had the chance to enjoy what I conquier, 'coz I alway felt that I had something better to reach...with the consequesnt I always felt restless and usatisfied. When I got something...it's not funny anymore; but when I los I can only realize how better it was when I had it. I'm so idiot sometimes!!

Well...at the moment, I've a big project, regarding a Country: Lebanon. But I won't talk about that before everyting will be 100% sure, I'm scaramantic! Since at the moment the politic situation there it's not one of the best, I prefer to wait before saying what I'm really planning to do.

See you soon, guys. (Hopefully with good news)

So... I got the B.A. Degree!!

Yes, that's true (once in life I'm serious), I finally got my B.A. degree the 20th of November, becoming a serious person, with the title of Doctor in Science of Communication. So, first tip, starting from now, pleae, do speak with me in a polite way; then, tip n°2, never contradict me; and, just to finish, respect me and never speak after me, I've the last word now,OK?!
My gosh... it's incredible how many BULLSHITS I can think in few seconds...!! :)
The only certain thing is that now I've a hole year in front of me that I want and I need t use as much as I can, before continuing my education... No one knows what's going to be...

N.B. a s you had notice, in the pictures it's me immediately after the discussion (Covered of flowers), and then, just half an hour later, already drunk in order to party for the event!! :)

...work in progress...

A little bit of order, please...

Hi everybody!
Yep, it's mee again: the lost-Martina.
Actually it's true, I've been very lost in the past days. I've been too stressed and too demotivated to upload my blog, that's a shame...sorry...but that's te truth...
I also decided to start writing in English again. It doesn't mean that I want to show you how smart I am writing in another language (N.B:nobody will NEVER doubt how smart I am, in general!! Ehmmm... mmmmmmhhhhh...well...), but the fact is that I don't like cheating anylonger about the goal of this blog. As to say...when I opened this blog I chose to do it in English in order to share my experiences with as many people as possible, trying to break any kind of language barrier. But, immediately after I was back in Italy, I lost any kind of curiosity and "input" to do this again. I kept on writing in italian for a long time... falling down in the "black whol" of the every(fuckin')day-life.
That's the way is...
But, now, I decided that I want to try again, I want to resist to the spleen of banality! I know that maybe sounds like stupid, but I still remember the positive mood I had once, and how curiose I was about life and about my surrounding... that's part of me, I don't wanna lose it!!

Allright...so...I'll try to sum up shortly (in the following posts) the last happenings of my life, just to give you a brief idea of what has been my life in the last months...

L'ANZZZZZZZIA!!!

L'ANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZIA!!!! (Con la Z, perchè rende meglio l'idea!)

Da domani (anzi, dopodomani forse) torno a scrivere, lo giuro...

Ma, ora, non ce la faccio!

Che anZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZia!